More About the New Me

So, I lost a total of 25 pounds! Woohoo! Feeling good! My excercise routine has definitely flopped lately, but I plan on getting back on track. Eventually. I'll explain why in a minute. I've already told you that I've dropped 2 dress sizes and I'm feeling pretty good about myself. I feel attractive again. And that's a good thing!

I've been doing a little walking and I want to do my sit ups again, but my motivation has left me. I'm focused in a new direction at the moment, so I may put off the excercising for now. I'm going to finally have reconstructive surgery! YAY! It's scheduled for July 16, 2009! And they're also going to fix my portacath scar. For those of you who don't know, that scar has always bugged me. I have felt like a lumpy potato for some time now, so I'm very excited about having a girlish shape again. And I don't mean to disappoint anyone, but I will NOT be one of those people who posts unclothed pictures of myself on my blog showing you my new shape. LOL! I will post a clothed one though.

As for everything else in my life, things are falling into place. Being thinking about who I am and who I want to be, where I am and where I want to be, what I'm doing and what I want to be doing, and, of course, the Why? I've been reading a few self-help books that have been helping me put some direction into my life. And I'm finally liking where I'm heading. Don't know how it will all work out, but I've got to put some faith in God to help me. Because I certainly can't do it all by myself. And it just feels right which tells me I'm doing the right thing, no matter how crazy it sounds.

I'll keep you posted, but know that I am happy. And that counts for a lot right now.